My testimony.  Oh Lord where do I begin?  People go through so much in life, and some seem to not.  Why is that?  All I know is that God allowed the things that I have gone through to make me the woman that I am today. 

There was a time when I raised my fist at God and said, “see, I am so bad that You don’t even want me!” That was after I tried to kill myself.  Little did I know that He didn’t take me because if He had, I would have gone straight to hell.  Yes, you read that correctly, hell would have been my eternal home.

Long story short, I was five years old when I went to foster care, was sexually abused from then until my teens.  I was told that if I told anyone about this that bad things would happen.  Predators on children are sickening.  From there, I felt like a nobody.  I was bad, ashamed, rejected, abandoned, you name it, I felt it.  But somehow I just kept doing life even though I didn’t feel life.  I don’t know if that makes sense, but I was just breathing.  If you would like to know more, feel free to contact me.  I would love to talk with you.