My testimony. Oh Lord where do I begin? People go through so much in life, and some seem to not. Why is that? All I know is that God allowed the things that I have gone through to make me the woman that I am today.
There was a time when I raised my fist at God and said, “see, I am so bad that You don’t even want me!” That was after I tried to kill myself. Little did I know that He didn’t take me because if He had, I would have gone straight to hell. Yes, you read that correctly, hell would have been my eternal home.
Long story short, I was five years old when I went to foster care, was sexually abused from then until my teens. I was told that if I told anyone about this that bad things would happen. Predators on children are sickening. From there, I felt like a nobody. I was bad, ashamed, rejected, abandoned, you name it, I felt it. But somehow I just kept doing life even though I didn’t feel life. I don’t know if that makes sense, but I was just breathing. If you would like to know more, feel free to contact me. I would love to talk with you.